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Garden of Orchids

by Dylan Coverdale

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1.
Summer 02:59
Draped in warm light close enough to feel your breath Gentle and delicate my hands around your chest A blurred edge, your face in focus Arms outstretched, pulling me in closer I am nothing Just a hollow body And it pours out of me Can’t you see that? I can be nothing to you or to anyone
2.
Hope 02:59
Oh, Sylvia I know why you did what you did It’s a horrible thing But I understand it And Vincent, oh I know They’re fucking vultures And I wish they paid for what they did What’s better, starving or dead? I guess that depends on how long it’s been How long can you hold on to hope? How long can you pretend you don’t know what you know? How long can you hold on to hope? How long can you pretend you don’t know what you know?
3.
Orchids 04:07
We sat in a coffee shop And I drew a picture of us that said: 'There's nowhere I'd rather be but here' But it's been some time now I've done some things I regret I can't stop thinking About what could've been Wherever you are now, I hope you're loving your life Because I'm not sure if this will ever get any better I thought we had made a promise But, I guess you found what you wanted Oh god, you knew me back then Is there something wrong with me? I just dropped out of college and I'm thinking about joining the army My house is often empty and I can't afford to eat I still wish you'd call Oh please just call Oh God just call Oh god, you knew me back then Is there something wrong with me? Oh god, you knew me back then Is there something wrong with me? Oh god, you knew me back then Is there something wrong with me?
4.
Pull 03:45
So I'll pull apart my body You can take what you've wanted Just throw the rest away I'm only loved if I'm useful, is that right? So polite when you aren't being honest So kind when you slide in the knife You forgot to do good when you tried to be great And somehow managed to become everything you hate You've become everything you hate You've become everything you hate
5.
Swans 05:04
I see it for what it is And it’s too late to save it But for a moment I admire the light The way it falls Over your shoulder blades I will breathe with you sharing every inch Our hands come apart Release and I let it fall I never knew a love quite like this I never knew a love quite like this
6.
Ocean 03:06
I’m not alright unless we’re talking And at night I pull apart my body I can’t have you, I know that, so once again I’ll learn to eat, to breathe, to sleep When I met you, I couldn’t leave you Alone and restless, my voice of reason Resounds in my head; don’t let it stop here But I am left sinking in sand where our end began and sometimes now I stare into the ocean and sometimes I scream for it to swallow me in realizing the best I can be to you is a part of your decomposing memory Whether reluctant or unwilling I will still drown without you you, oh you
7.
Doubt 04:06
Keeping your doubts to yourself Until her last confession You always knew you couldn’t give enough Falling down a well Because now I know what it feels like and all the love and admiration that comes will never be enough to ease the aching in my chest Falling down a well Keeping your doubts to yourself never knew it all could have come around People like us, the Devil and God rolled into one Falling down a well Keeping your doubts to yourself When she died
8.
Epithet 03:17
For a moment you thought youd found yourself something beautiful but then you saw her in the wrong light and suddenly you didnt want her anymore You're not happy but youve always been good at playing pretend Searching for an apartment thats comfortable enough to die in once youve lost your kids Laid over you is the smell of smoke The wide eyed kid they once knew is gone The world chewed a hole through you The world has taken the grace out of you Is it worse on my part alone Does it matter? I feel it in the right way I don't mind learning from your mistakes Ill right your wrongs I swear ill be better than you were to me That's not love That's not love Judgment and control is not love That's not love That's not love neglect and jealousy is not love Is it worse On my part alone How it shattered I feel it in the right way ill find my way out of this water somehow by drowning me you taught me how to swim and ill always be thankful for that Can’t you see it?
9.
Grace 05:30
After the crash, I held my breath because I was afraid of what I’d say to you to ease that friction in my chest I feel restless as our moments pass knowing these graces were never meant I told you I was lost and alone as if I wasn’t just wasting my breath You'll forget something I said, a dissonance when we lay in bed blank faces, figures in pretended love I dont want this to die, just to put my mind to sleep I dont want this to die, but the unrest is killing me Lost in a lions den, You’re my lioness Moonlit, I saw you undress We are made from instances More than what we can understand Am I apart or am I together? Tracing lines in your forever Its the tourniquet on your veins Its the electric in my brain its the low hum I wander in It’s the white capped waves that drew me in close, turned to teeth to swallow the ship whole I know, I know you won’t call I know, I know you won’t call
10.
Promises 03:39
Inventing problems Making less promises. pinch their hum in your ear like a wasp when will you learn to stop questioning? You like your friends. So take pictures with them. And you wont forget it. And you'll always know you were never alone You’re alone all the time there's a lot to remember. So when you're dipping your hands in water remember they are yours forget what doesn't exist anymore

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released November 11, 2023

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Dylan Coverdale Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

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tattooer and filmmaker in Philadelphia, PA.

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